{"product_id":"i-want-to-die-but-i-want-to-eat-tteokbokki","title":"I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki","description":"\u003cp\u003eby Baek Sehee \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cdiv itemprop=\"description\" id=\"scope_book_description\"\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003ePSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eME: I don't know, I'm - what's the word - depressed? Do I have to go into detail?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eBaek Se-Hee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her - what to call it? - depression?\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eShe feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgemental of others. She hides her feelings well at work and with friends; adept at performing the calmness, even ease, her lifestyle demands. The effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal. But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a yen for her favourite street food, the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like?\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eRecording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a 12-week period, Baek begins to disentangle the feedback loops, knee-jerk reactions and harmful behaviours that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help book,\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003ci\u003eI Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003eis a book to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003ePublisher information\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"pdp-spec\"\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003ePublisher:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"publisher\"\u003eBloomsbury Publishing PLC\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003eISBN:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"isbn\"\u003e9781526648099\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003eNumber of pages:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"numberOfPages\"\u003e208\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003eDimensions:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"height\"\u003e196\u003c\/span\u003e x \u003cspan itemprop=\"width\"\u003e126\u003c\/span\u003e x \u003cspan itemprop=\"depth\"\u003e22\u003c\/span\u003e mm\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003eWeight:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"weight\"\u003e153 g\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003eLanguage:\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan itemprop=\"inLanguage\"\u003eEnglish\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Stim Town","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":53756843098449,"sku":null,"price":10.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1038\/7544\/5073\/files\/00282240-1080x1080.webp?v=1778603702","url":"https:\/\/www.stimtown.co.uk\/products\/i-want-to-die-but-i-want-to-eat-tteokbokki","provider":"Stim Town","version":"1.0","type":"link"}